Bosque...visions of utopia? conversations rising the
vibration up to the ceiling seeping through the cracks in the wall...reaching
the stars we once knew as kids, oh my this is day 4ish...and I feel great,
still motivated....Brian..is not the most optimistic man..but I cant blame
him..he has some years on me...has seen a lot ...a product of our time...how
can we not be cynical or sinister? The times we are liviing in..wow..just think
about it..remarkable...chaotic...on the brink of insanity/miraculous change...will
we see it? yes!! YES!...i remain hopeful..and I believe this is a
strenght..indeed and also just a truth..my belief changes the world...effects
everything...around me..the world i see and feel tommorow..and oh yeah..my
inner world...which the outer is a reflection of. I just dream of
lightheartedness..and simple..living...how can we be serious about any of this?
when we are light beings? beings made in the image of "god".....we
are gods...
hmmmm
I guess I am getting off track here...but to get back to
the topic..of udating my experience here...It is great..and Brian is sharing
lots of great books with me as well as his own collected knowledge...really a
gift. I am thankful. I asked for the right people to come to me., that i would
meet the right people and the right situtaions...of what my heart is desiring
anyway...I am not one who will declare that I know what is right...i just know
what my heart sings..and it must be true. simply because I believe in the
heart, in love...in the fact that we are peaceful beings..adn that this is how
we were in the begining! we did not have conflict...animals with instincts sure
thats what it seems like..but come on...compare us with any other animal on the
planet...you tell me the difference...whoa...
So orange juicing, and a bit of painting today...lets see
what tommorow has in store, I am thrilled ...did I mention that?
bliss and joy...
giving thanks

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